what if..

A sudden thought crossed my mind as i was driving home last nite....what if, it ends just like wht is written? my eyes felt misty...heart thumping hard...i would not be able to take it.
aftr all that we have been through, the effort we have put in,the comfort we have..all just to throw it down drains? i wish i did not hear or know these facts (if it was true facts). although, i know that it may not be 100% true, there maybe some truth behind it.
Hindu astrology is not a merely a joke. it has been founded centuries ago, prophecies written by 'rishis' (people who are 1step closer to god). which have turned out to be true in many ways and also false, depending on how you interprete it.
To me, its a guide to help us avoid unwanted incidents, a guide to help us avoid unwanted outcomes or to prepare us for the best or the worst. At the end, what is supposed to happen will happen...and one has to face and accept the conscequences of life...fate has its own way of making things fall in its place.
but of course, I am praying for the best for the both of us...happiness together!

Emptiness

At times i fell empty..despite having everything i have. It may be because the only person who completes my day is him. and not being able to be with him all the time, leaves me by myself. My life has become so routine that there is nothing unpredictabel, accept of course the future which i fear off.