I thought...

U will be holding me in ur arms…
U will protect me from the scars and wounds
U will stand by me through thick or thin
U will be sharing the castles I build in my dreams..
I thought u will be the ONE till d end

Lands to visit and visited

Visited
India (Kerala, Bangalore, Chennai)
Australia (Melbourne, Sydney, Perth)
Cambodia (Siem Reap)
Singapore
Thailand (Bangkok, Phuket)
Indonesia (Jakarta, Lampung)

To visit
Amsterdam
Egypt
Italy
Seychels Island
Hawaii
London
New Zealand
Maldives
Bali

Mother's prayers Dec'07

I watched him sleep again today. Growing so fast along the years, leaving behind the tantrums and chaos he created during his younger days. I knew, deep inside my heart that this is going to be a stubborn little one. Though, I also knew that he would be able to choose the right things in life and never give up.
With a cute chubby face, he would look eagerly into the kitchen to answer his mouth's cravings. The satisfaction of watching him enjoy his favourite dishes cooked by me is beyond words. With a mischievous smile, he would nudge me for extra pocket money without the knowledge of others, especially his stern father. yet, he never failed to take charge when with the smaller ones. i enjoyed watching him commanding the rest, despite him being a baby himself. So much responsibility at a small age.He showed his determination in his studies, just to prove to his father and obtain his toy in return. A little tyrant he was, quarrels with friends and their boyish rough games, which at times worried me due to his health.
I have missed out on many things in all of them. But, i do not have to worry about the rest as i know the he would never ever let his little ones down.I wish i could turn back time and change things. I wish to be there and see them grow, share their dreams, happiness and sorrows. Yet, the least i could do now is to sit by him every night without fail, stroke his hair and watch him sleep like a baby. I remember seeing his face for the first time, with twinkling eyes he looked into mine..wrapping his little fingers around mine. Now, he is an adult, who will find someone to replace then love i failed to shower him.
The time has come for me to go once again, to return the next day and all the following days just to see your face which always portrays hope and success. It brings back all the sweet memories I has when i was by your side long time ago. Fate is unpredictable my dear. It has shattered your heart and brought only disappointment to you.I am sorry my child, for leaving you without saying goodbye. I know that the bond we have would make you feel my presence whenever you need courage and faith. I would never let go of you again. You have always made your mother proud and never fail to put a smile on my face wherever I am. Remember one thing...when ever you shed a tear out of happiness or sadness, I promise to be with you...doing the same. I love you my son............