Star shines...(18 Feb 2010)

I look up into the dark sky. Flickers of tiny stars peeping through the far off clouds...The bright round moon beaming amongst those shiny starts.Are you doing the same?
I remember kneeling on the backseat of our car during my childhood..looking out from the windscreen. I remember looking up at the sky during te shily Aussie night..Flooded with tears, I remember looking out through my sister's window..Feeling empty, I look out through my apartment window, blankly up..I wonder if you did the same and shared the same feelings..
Looking into space makes you wonder many things..And you only have a few very special and rare moments in your life to feel this very feelings..What awaits us in the future? How do we feel complete?

A simple note for you (18-Feb-2010)

On my journey of finding you, i came across three very interesting people who somehow changed my life. Three people who were not there for long. I guess, god sent me those two people to me, for me to erase my flaws before he sent you to me.
I am waiting, yet not showing externally of my long wait for you. I will save up and start preparing for 12.12.12. You know why...
I tried not to belieb in soulmated but deep down..i can hear your soul whispering to mine my dreams. I cannot picture your smile or your frown..or your laughter. Yet, i know how i will feel when my eyes reaches yours. Your piercing yet tender eyes welcoming our future together. I really hope you feel the same as i do.
Till then..may you have lots of fun with those chicks out there while i have with mine ;-) Just remember, where ever you go and whatever you do...do not forget your principals and most of all, your faith in meeting this lone soul here...

Love,
Your Soulmate

Reality can never be erased

At times i feel the urge to pour my hearts content out... to take it all out of me. But something always holds me back. Will i be accepted? Will i be treated the same? This fear which i thought will fade away, never did.
There was a time when i shared my hearts content, and at the end felt a heavier burden after that. So, i choose the next best thing...to erase all the bitter memories and move on. Yet, reality never changes. It hits you hard when u least expect...