A partner is someone who places you 1st before
them. A person who wants to smile with you during happy times, cry with you
during your downs, corrects you when you are wrong, praises you when you are
right, a person to whom you can show your silly side, a person who you can talk
to about everything or anything without thinking, a person whom you can be
yourself with…and never fails to give you the warmth and care you need.
In the process of completing our 9th month of
marriage and I have started feeling the emptiness of not being able to do what
I assume I should be doing. Maybe he has started taking me for granted? Maybe I fail to express how I feel? Maybe I need to show more confidence in myself to be respected by the other?Somehow or
rather, I voiced it out and I hope it turns out to be more positive.
All this (marriage to be precise) has made me appreciate and
miss my family dearly. People who are constantly warm towards me, regardless of
who I am. People who always want to hear what my mouth speaks or my mind
thinks. People who are always there.
But I have stepped into another phase of my life, leaving
that comfort zone behind. Moving towards my own journey, learning how to be
less dependent, learning how to be stronger, wiser and how to manage living
with a different human under the same roof, at the same time being happy together.
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