Free as a bird

I feel light..happy..free as a bird!!! :-)

The wedding singer :-(

“I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad, carry you around when your arthritis is bad. I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches; build you a fire if the furnace breaks. I’ll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, I’ll even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink, put you to bed when you’ve had too much to drink. All I wanna do is grow old with you.”

Answer to emptiness 17-May-10

We spent our days merely by talking and listening...i saw the genuineness of his tears. his fearful eyes of what he has to face. i felt him...but i couldnt help him further. is this the junction of our lives? where we take different paths?
each time i say goodbye, i hope that it isnt the final goodbye..but i know that the final is getting closer as the words i type here...
i pray that we will both find an answer to our emptiness

Love is...

When they live on in your memory
Watching him happily feed the baby at 2am
Helping her recover after an illness
Regretting the things you said and the things you didn’t say
Being able to love someone else more than yourself
Not minding if it is a girl or a boy
Never letting him leave your thoughts
Yelling at each other one minute and kissing each other the next
All your feelings in four letter words
Feeling lonely when your inbox is empty
What makes the mundane magical

Farewell my love

1st mac 2010, 12.30pm

I went there..to where it all started. Where I thought my heart wld smile forever
Now its tearing.. it knows that this is the last time.
I rather be the bad person, and escape the pain for both of us. May u be happy…may I be happy too. Good bye
Love, Kutty

Woman of god

8 mac 2010

3.30pm

My heart thuds faster as I scroll through those painful pictures depicting the horror and torture faced by women. How can any human portray such hatred and wickedness on their same breed. On the person who will or have born their own flesh and blood???

Has the human race forgotten humanity? Have they forgotten what is like to love and feel loved? What has these women done to face these punishments?

My eyes get blurry when I read of the reason as to why they were treated that way. They were either unable to bear a child…rejected a marriage proposal…raped…or simply because they were born into this world as a “woman”.

Being born in a matriarchal society, it hurts so much to see that there are still more women going through the cruelty of men in different corners of the world. It hurts even more when you are helpless and can only sit, watch or hear these women crying to you for help.

I hope every women who step in this world would be aware of the hardship undergone by these women…U may not be able to help physically. But your prayers for your sister or mothers will reach their heart and help their souls to be born in a better life.

I pray for your soul.

im but a fool

I believed, i trusted...and im still trusting. despite my instincts telling me not too. i have had enough. enough of being taken around a merry-go-round. enough in believing all that is said. im going to believe in my self, in what i see, in what i fell...once a fool, never a fool!